insaneramblings

I love the way the sky has it blue haze,
Yet at the same time it has the orange blaze.
So many things can be wrong all around me,
That’s when I just pull out this picture to see.

I don’t claim to be a photographer or an artist,
Just that of certain areas I am smartest..
The sunset here is one that I find so great,
One that I sat and watched while I contemplate.

Death had claimed a thing dear in my life,
And as I sit here staring up at the sky,
The only thing that strikes me the most,
Is of a lost friendship I can never boast.

And so my friend it is goodbye,

It breaks my heart that I never tried.

So wipe the tears and start a fresh.

Be there my darling in your eternal rest.

Coming awake in a beads of sweat
Flipping on the light to insure no threat
The shadows dancing across the ceiling
What the hell is that I'm feeling?

Is it something I did in the past
That burning desire to never be last
Did I step on someone's dream.
All I can hear now are their constant screams.

Innocence is something I lost long ago

Where or when I just don't know
The days seem shorter and the nights are endless
Somehow someway I must make my penance

The shedding of blood the crying of tears
It went on for oh so many years
I thought once it ended so would all my past errors
I guess now I must just live with these night time terrors.