Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon

Today I was at work and I overheard girls talking about their bfs and how stressful it was that they lived on different sides of the campus etc etc... it made me really sad. I don't think I've ever missed a bf before in my life. Usually when they were away or if I was away, it was out of sight out of mind for me. Lately, I've been missing Emmanuel a lot. I know that he thinks I only miss him because I am away from my family and stuck in this hellhole called Kingston going to school with  rich little private school brats who bought their way in but in all honesty, although the smiling face of my baby brother would make this easier, I'd still miss mani a lot.

So as I was sitting at the front desk working my part time job, I decide to check my emails and there was this letter from him that read

hey,
just woke up for a second to go to the bathroom...saw computer was on...just wanted to say I loved you

mmmwa
love
mani

So weird that I would smile uncontrollably at a boy saying that he loved me instead of cringing like I normally do.
Long D is definitely hard
But when your bf is as sweet as this, it's definitely worth every second

dammit, my stupid metal -exposed wrist is taking ages to heal..I HATE THIS STUPID ALLERGY! stupid cheapass buckle on bracelet.. F#%$!!!!!!!!!!!!
tchock
heading-toward... my-bigass-poofy-duvet