Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon

Jun 5, 2006 at 16:41 o\clock

mothers

DAMMIT! This always happens! I get so pissed off at my mom and then I feel so bad getting pissed off at her later... that woman drives me mental!

I talked to Aimee last night. I text msged her cell and congratulated her on graduating teacher's college and told her I'd like to buy her a drink sometime to catch up and celebrate. She logged online shortly after that and we caught up somewhat. She sent me pictures of her sister's wedding and she talked a bit about Kevin, her new bf.. it was really nice.. it wasn't so awkward and she was extremely sweet. I guess I really did miss Aimee.. I don't really know when, how or why we started to drift.. I guess when ur older, u just accept that this happens.. it's nice though that we are able to catch up.

I have to call Maria tonight, she's leaving for the Bahamas and I want to see her one last time before she goes.. she's going to be at Wonderland with Lisa today! I hope it doesn't rain today! I wonder if Lisa wants to come tonight too.. I think I'll ask Jobo to come.. she hasn't seem maria in a bit.. they always ask about each other to me.. yeah I think I'll do that...

Alright, other than that I really don't have much to tell you. My mom is being all sweet and nice to me because I think she feels bad.. that's how it is.. never apologize to me because I always end up talking back nicely.. and that's supposed to mean that I've forgotten about everything.

ugh. It's so weird... my mom is the woman I never want to hurt but end up hurting most and this irony does my head in.

Talk later
tchocky

Comments for this entry:

  1. shellbug773 wrote at Jun 5, 2006 at 17:56 o\clock:Hey sweetie. I just wanted to tell you that you had every right to get upset. I\'ve been in your shoes, but it was with my grandmother. It\'s really hard when you love someone so much but you\'re like \'JUST BACK OFF A LITTLE AND GIVE ME MY SPACE!\' and then they get hurt and then you feel like a ginormous turd. If your momma hasn\'t ever apologized in the past, im not sure she\'s gonna start now. I guess my best advice would be to just try to make the best of the right now\'s and have fun with your friends. Grab your mail and stick it in your purse or something. That\'s what I used to do. *shrug*



    I love you darlin. I hope you have a really fun time with Maria and all of your friends! Hang in there sweetness. . . and remember: you live your life doing the things you want to do.



    xoxo

    Shel

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