man
staying up all night to finish this stupid presentation.. called mani (
it's 2:30am here so 8:30am over there) but he is sleeping cuz he was
drunk yesterday.. argh! I wish he'd wake up to keep me company.. I hate
being alone and studying.. I feel so desolate and upset
Last night I drank wine in my room to try and forget how miserable I was in Kingston... kinda like the song....
I'd have thought
that would time
thoughts of Kingston would leave my head
I was wrong
And I find
Just one thing makes me forget...
RED RED WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE
My lips were all stained purple and Amish was up so I pestered him for an invite.. we played poker and I won 10 - 2! he's SO UPSET.. even today.. hahaha.. and then Rob joined us and we talked about their Europe trip this summer... they are going EVERYWHERE.. Berlin, Athens, Paris, Madrid, Amsterdam..e tc etcd... Rob wants to go to all the parties that go until 6 in the mronign.. my friend Nana (who consequently is a Princess of Ghana) she told him of all the hot places in Berlin to go to.. they hand pick u from the crowd so you have to dress to impress and kinda be unique.. then u go to the after party and the after party parties... they are psyched~!! And I'm so jealous
But if I went to Europe, I'd of course be with my sweetie.. I'm just not ready to have Mani cross my ex yet.. even though my ex is like my best friend.. it's not that I have anything to hide.. it's more for my ex.. who I know is totally cool about mani but I am scared to ruin anything about the dynamics of our friendship right now... it's going really well and i want to maintain for a long time and when things are really settled I hope they can meet and be good friends. It means so much to me I have to make sure the setting is PERFECT.
I am overwhelmed with schoolwork but I have to keep trecking on.. I hope for a happy ending
Shelly.. I hate people like M but ur right.. she has problems. she's probably really jealous of u because you have such a nice bf and an adorable house and good people skillz and good grades... And plus everyone seems to naturally love you.. so naturally she wants to push you.. I'm glad u kicked her in the ass.. it makes me laugh.. puhahah
I'm going to try and wake up my bf again :P
Goodnight everyone!
tchocky pocky
Last night I drank wine in my room to try and forget how miserable I was in Kingston... kinda like the song....
I'd have thought
that would time
thoughts of Kingston would leave my head
I was wrong
And I find
Just one thing makes me forget...
RED RED WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE
My lips were all stained purple and Amish was up so I pestered him for an invite.. we played poker and I won 10 - 2! he's SO UPSET.. even today.. hahaha.. and then Rob joined us and we talked about their Europe trip this summer... they are going EVERYWHERE.. Berlin, Athens, Paris, Madrid, Amsterdam..e tc etcd... Rob wants to go to all the parties that go until 6 in the mronign.. my friend Nana (who consequently is a Princess of Ghana) she told him of all the hot places in Berlin to go to.. they hand pick u from the crowd so you have to dress to impress and kinda be unique.. then u go to the after party and the after party parties... they are psyched~!! And I'm so jealous
But if I went to Europe, I'd of course be with my sweetie.. I'm just not ready to have Mani cross my ex yet.. even though my ex is like my best friend.. it's not that I have anything to hide.. it's more for my ex.. who I know is totally cool about mani but I am scared to ruin anything about the dynamics of our friendship right now... it's going really well and i want to maintain for a long time and when things are really settled I hope they can meet and be good friends. It means so much to me I have to make sure the setting is PERFECT.
I am overwhelmed with schoolwork but I have to keep trecking on.. I hope for a happy ending
Shelly.. I hate people like M but ur right.. she has problems. she's probably really jealous of u because you have such a nice bf and an adorable house and good people skillz and good grades... And plus everyone seems to naturally love you.. so naturally she wants to push you.. I'm glad u kicked her in the ass.. it makes me laugh.. puhahah
I'm going to try and wake up my bf again :P
Goodnight everyone!
tchocky pocky
I hope you got your presentation finished sweetie. One day, you\'re gonna be touring Europe with Mani. You\'re doin so great in school. Stay focused sweetie - Im very proud of you. Just hang in there and get through today. That\'s what matters.
You\'ll get your happy ending, darlin. :) You deserve nothing less than the happiest ending in the entire world.
Love you lil lady!
xxoxo
Shel