getting things done
So me and Mani decided that it's best if we don't talk at night because
after he goes to bed, I don't feel like hauling ass to the library and
doing stuff... I LOVE IT! i am actually working out.. ok.. it's a slow
process.. my friends are freaks that sprint for an hour but after 10
mins on the elliptical, I was good to go. Not a huge work out freak I
am.. I remember when mani took me jogging, I lasted 5 mins... then I
needed orange gatorade before my lungs popped..
I'm badly out of shape! I was reading somewhere that even if you were skinny on the outside, you could be gaining visceral fat around your organs which makes you unhealthy... dammit! Why didn't they tell me this sooner? I would have given up my sedentary life sooner (hahah no... not really.. I have no will power)
BUT JUST THE ENERGY INCREASE and my mood has been so great since I've started working out ( day two but loving it already) I've decided to cycle ( i've decided to sculp my body, not lose weight so I'm aiming for a cuter tush)
Anyhoo, I think mani misses me at nights.. I miss him too but unfortunately, I can't function like that and I really need to think about myself.
What else what else.. contemplating what to do if I don't get into U of T. ( MAJOR DRAMA WITH THE APPLICATION.. but don't feel like getting into that)
I'm just going to have to concentrate on the 2 months of school I have left.. it's my last chance to show them what I got...
In other news, last night when I was working at the desk, my friend Loughlin surprised me and kept me company for a few hours! :D ( much to the dismay of my bf) .. but really he's harmless.. I saw pics of his gf ( she's so pretty! whoohoo Loughlin! you go boy) and I was really happy to see him.. some form of life! I hadn't seen anyone all day that day and was convinced I was the only living thing remaining in Kingston during reading week... STUPID KINGSTON I HATE YOU SO MUCH! ARGH!
What else, what else... oh yeah.. Mani was a bit upset that I still talk to this boy _______.. seriously, I used to think he was so nice, he used to call me and want to be friends and stuff but I saw his mean spirited side one day.. basically, I think he's a sweetheart to girls he'd like to make out with, but allegedly he threw a chair at this girl he found really annoying when she was bothering him... still I was so confused because he was so nice to me and we had been friends for awhile up til this point... Mani hates him and wishes we weren't friends.. I understand because Mani is such a nice guy and he would never even consider harming a hair on any girl.. he doesn't like me hanging around him... I hung out with him and another mutual friend this guy named ____ (they aren't firends anymore).. they were like the drug dealers of my school ( don't worry ppl, I don't snort things, dose things and the like) but they were really nice to me and at this point, I had broken up with my ex who hogged my friends and I was looking to others around me who fancied talking to me.
anyways! I kinda miss those jerks.. hahah
( much to mani's dismay)
ok what else? Talked to my siblings in TO.. baby sis (6 years younger..she's 18) got to eat lunch with her older sis who is still my little sis (by a year an a half) and my little sis' bf ( who i adore) and so I missed out on that... sigh.. little sis is insanely funny, so I missed out on all the laughs...baby bro ( who is my junior by 12 years) is growing up apparently ( much to my dismay) ... I wish I could be around for him.. he's the apple of my eye.. my number one guy.I can't imagine loving anything else more! They say I'll love my kids more but at this point it is very hard to imagine loving someone more. ... sigh.. i'm sorry I'm rambling.. I think I'm really homesick.. not to mention that mummy and daddy call me everyday to check up on me... THEY ARE SO GREAT! My mom is this really pretty lady ( she's tiny,shorter than me by about a foot, with a smaller waist than me after 4 kids!) and my father is this tall tough guy.. he looks like Clint Eastwood.. ppl don't believe he's asian.
Anyways! I feel so indebted to them.. I want to live the rest of my life taking care of them before myself and I really want to make them proud.. it's such a precarious time in my life.. all these uncertainties and fears.. I don't know when it will end but I suppose I will have to make the most of it.. argh
I had a crisis the other day and that was that my 20's is rapidly fading away.. in less than a month I will be turning 24...I have six years left to look back on when I'm 30 and say to myself, " those were fun times"... i was sad going through my picture collection when I was in veyr little of the pics of my friends partying.. SO I'VE DECIDED! I'm going to work diligently so that anytime my friends want to go to a club, bar, or coffee or sushi I'm going to GO! Not going to let my 20's slip by, no way.. I don't need another crisis.. I am already too young to already be having a quarter life crisis.. if I have to go through this again at 30, I don't know what I'll do!
Ok. this is getting too long.
I got my shirts in the mail, I'm going to go try them on!
Peace!
tchocky
PS... when I was 16, before Thom Yorke, there was Enrique... Ooh lala.. .. usually his type doesn't interest me but there is something about this latin boy mmmmmmm... although, now that I look at him again, strangely I keep thinking of my boy.. he has Mani's straight, pretty nose, long lashes and hot neck :)... I left something for jealous Mani too.. Shannon Elizabeth.. she's just as hot... apparently he noticed her in American Pie and thought she was " a nice girl".. well gee Enrique.. I guess all topless girls who don't speak proper english would constitute a nice girl! jebus... men
edit.. i changed the video to bailamos cuz it's sexier.. and this girl is staci flood.. enrique gets all the chicks
I'm badly out of shape! I was reading somewhere that even if you were skinny on the outside, you could be gaining visceral fat around your organs which makes you unhealthy... dammit! Why didn't they tell me this sooner? I would have given up my sedentary life sooner (hahah no... not really.. I have no will power)
BUT JUST THE ENERGY INCREASE and my mood has been so great since I've started working out ( day two but loving it already) I've decided to cycle ( i've decided to sculp my body, not lose weight so I'm aiming for a cuter tush)
Anyhoo, I think mani misses me at nights.. I miss him too but unfortunately, I can't function like that and I really need to think about myself.
What else what else.. contemplating what to do if I don't get into U of T. ( MAJOR DRAMA WITH THE APPLICATION.. but don't feel like getting into that)
I'm just going to have to concentrate on the 2 months of school I have left.. it's my last chance to show them what I got...
In other news, last night when I was working at the desk, my friend Loughlin surprised me and kept me company for a few hours! :D ( much to the dismay of my bf) .. but really he's harmless.. I saw pics of his gf ( she's so pretty! whoohoo Loughlin! you go boy) and I was really happy to see him.. some form of life! I hadn't seen anyone all day that day and was convinced I was the only living thing remaining in Kingston during reading week... STUPID KINGSTON I HATE YOU SO MUCH! ARGH!
What else, what else... oh yeah.. Mani was a bit upset that I still talk to this boy _______.. seriously, I used to think he was so nice, he used to call me and want to be friends and stuff but I saw his mean spirited side one day.. basically, I think he's a sweetheart to girls he'd like to make out with, but allegedly he threw a chair at this girl he found really annoying when she was bothering him... still I was so confused because he was so nice to me and we had been friends for awhile up til this point... Mani hates him and wishes we weren't friends.. I understand because Mani is such a nice guy and he would never even consider harming a hair on any girl.. he doesn't like me hanging around him... I hung out with him and another mutual friend this guy named ____ (they aren't firends anymore).. they were like the drug dealers of my school ( don't worry ppl, I don't snort things, dose things and the like) but they were really nice to me and at this point, I had broken up with my ex who hogged my friends and I was looking to others around me who fancied talking to me.
anyways! I kinda miss those jerks.. hahah
( much to mani's dismay)
ok what else? Talked to my siblings in TO.. baby sis (6 years younger..she's 18) got to eat lunch with her older sis who is still my little sis (by a year an a half) and my little sis' bf ( who i adore) and so I missed out on that... sigh.. little sis is insanely funny, so I missed out on all the laughs...baby bro ( who is my junior by 12 years) is growing up apparently ( much to my dismay) ... I wish I could be around for him.. he's the apple of my eye.. my number one guy.I can't imagine loving anything else more! They say I'll love my kids more but at this point it is very hard to imagine loving someone more. ... sigh.. i'm sorry I'm rambling.. I think I'm really homesick.. not to mention that mummy and daddy call me everyday to check up on me... THEY ARE SO GREAT! My mom is this really pretty lady ( she's tiny,shorter than me by about a foot, with a smaller waist than me after 4 kids!) and my father is this tall tough guy.. he looks like Clint Eastwood.. ppl don't believe he's asian.
Anyways! I feel so indebted to them.. I want to live the rest of my life taking care of them before myself and I really want to make them proud.. it's such a precarious time in my life.. all these uncertainties and fears.. I don't know when it will end but I suppose I will have to make the most of it.. argh
I had a crisis the other day and that was that my 20's is rapidly fading away.. in less than a month I will be turning 24...I have six years left to look back on when I'm 30 and say to myself, " those were fun times"... i was sad going through my picture collection when I was in veyr little of the pics of my friends partying.. SO I'VE DECIDED! I'm going to work diligently so that anytime my friends want to go to a club, bar, or coffee or sushi I'm going to GO! Not going to let my 20's slip by, no way.. I don't need another crisis.. I am already too young to already be having a quarter life crisis.. if I have to go through this again at 30, I don't know what I'll do!
Ok. this is getting too long.
I got my shirts in the mail, I'm going to go try them on!
Peace!
tchocky
PS... when I was 16, before Thom Yorke, there was Enrique... Ooh lala.. .. usually his type doesn't interest me but there is something about this latin boy mmmmmmm... although, now that I look at him again, strangely I keep thinking of my boy.. he has Mani's straight, pretty nose, long lashes and hot neck :)... I left something for jealous Mani too.. Shannon Elizabeth.. she's just as hot... apparently he noticed her in American Pie and thought she was " a nice girl".. well gee Enrique.. I guess all topless girls who don't speak proper english would constitute a nice girl! jebus... men
edit.. i changed the video to bailamos cuz it's sexier.. and this girl is staci flood.. enrique gets all the chicks
