Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon

Aug 3, 2006 at 04:30 o\clock

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck stupid stupid stupid!@

 
There are times when I'm convinced that my parents are neanderthals and that I'll never be able to reason with them because they are just SO FUCKING STUPID!

Example, I had a massive row with my parents infront of my grandma just now. Lemme break it down. Heat is skyrocketing in Toronto, we had a record high last night and there were reports that all these seniors were taken to hospitals becuase of the weather. Being concerned, I drove all the way over to my grandparents apartment to DRAG them back to our house which has AC. I asked them to stay one more night tonight just to be safe but they are so damn stubborn my grandfather slipped away when no one was looking. As upset as I was, I agreed to take my grandmother and drop her all the way home but my father, being the callous, inconsiderate neanderthal that he is, said, " why not drop her at the bus stop like she suggested?"

This is not the first time he's done shit like this. Almost everytime I offer to drive my grandfather home, infront of my grandfather he'll ask me, " can't he just take the bus home? I need you to do something for me"... like fuck!

So tonight I finally cracked and I yelled back, " Dad you're so inconsiderate! If (my sister) had a husband and she wanted to drive you home late at night and he suggested you take the bus infront of you, would you like it?"

I guess that reality was too much for him since he started screaming all kinds of names at me.. see.. that's how eloquent he is. He can't articulate that he's upset that I've made my point and that he has no case, so that's the shit I put up with. Enters the mother, who of course sides with my father because when has she ever sided with me over my father, even when it comes to the well-being of her own parents!

So then of course a screaming match ensues.. and then enters my grandmother and at this very opportune time my mother decides to yell " EVERYTIME YOU COME HOME IT'S LIKE THIS! YOU ALWAYS START THIS!"

Of course my siblings and I are well aware that my parents started this shit but we can't have my grandmother know that her own daughter is sticking up for the man who wanted to put her on a bus at night in the fucking lightening, pouring rain! I just got so exasperated because she was making it seem like I was screaming because I was upset at my grandparents decision to leave when I had already offered to drive her home and the real reason I was fighting with my parents was in my grandparents defense! That is what angers me the most. To hell with my parents, they are so fucking dense, I don't care what the fuck they think about me anyways. If I cared about extremely stupid ppl who are incapable of arguing anything remotely close to sane, then I'd be a fucking basketcase, if I'm not one already.

At one point my mom accused me of being upset just because I didn't get my way and not because I genuinely cared about my grandparents! FUCK HER! She's the one that wouldn't get the extra blankets out for them to sleep on because she didn't want to wash them all. I never ever complain, in fact I'm always the one to suggest driving them home and such. I can't fucking stand my mother. When I see her face, I want to fall into hysterics and hope that the possibility of me finally losing it will shield me from comprehending the words out of her mouth.

Also, she was trying to argue for my father and I was like, " I offered to drive gramma home,it's your stupid monkey-like husband who started this shit with me telling me to drop her off at a bus station in this weather" and she's like " your father didn't know it was raining " ( it was like fucking lightening thunder) " and he asked after, was it raining?"

I should have said, "WHO THE FUCK CARES IF IT WAS RAINING OR NOT? ARE YOU SAYING THAT YOU WOULD MAKE HER BUS IT HOME IN THIS DARK WHEN WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO?"

My mother is such a disappointment. When I see her, I see a weak woman bound by her idiot husband and everything I hate about the sexist culture of mine is just put on as a show for us by our parents. FUCK THAT SHIT! I'M NEVER EVER EVER GETTING MARRIED! AND IF I EVER DO I HOPE HE ASKS MY FATHER TO TAKE A FUCKING BUS HOME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING NIGHT AMIDST ALL OF THE THUNDER AND LIGHTENING! FUCKER!



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