all your insides fall to pieces.. you just sit there wishing you could still make love
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!~!!~
aaaaaaaaah! I feel totally shit for no reason and i'm SO UPSET AND ANGRY AND I HAVEN'T A CLUE WHY!
STUPID FUCKING PERIOD!
my poor bf was talking to me on msn and I was like
i hate you
and he thought i was joking but I just kept saying
I hate you!!! you're annoying me right now!
even though he wasn't doing anything! I think I just wanted to fuck off and sleep. I called him the next morning to apologize but he just keeps laughing at me for being so weird when I PMS. so we shared a laugh and he made me feel a bit better.
I NEVER USED TO BE SO VOLATILE THOUGH!
I feel like the slightest thing will piss me off. Like today, I daydreamt that I hadn't been able to get through on the phonelines to get Radiohead tix for the summer!!! they usually sell out in 14 mins. and I remember feeling so sad and wanting to cry.
And in class, I felt like I was tripping on acid.. the prof was just so lucid and the screen was like getting so clear with everything surrounding it blurry.. maybe I need new prescriptions for my glasses/contacts. I dunno.. but I feel crazy.... i think i might be drinking a bit too much caffeine lately too//.. I'm eating and I should be bloated but I keep losing weight because of the stress and even my 26s are getting big for me which is NOT good because my prettiest jeans are 27s.
It's weird, I'm not being psycho,.. I think I'm stressed.. I have this feeling of impending doom.. I don't know what it is but when it happens I really suspect that I'll be depressed... I hope no one dies..
ok now I'm being morbid and am scaring myself.
Went to shoppers and A&p with Julia just now and bought lots of soft drinks and chocolate to make me feel better. We also got freshly squeenzed pear juice, just cuz our tastebuds are spoiled like that.
She was wearing her scarf again... 40 bunny tails! that's a lot of rabbits for a scarf. I don't like bunnies though, I think they're like rodents.. except the ones on the Telus Mobility commercials.. OMG THEY ARE CUTE
I have nothing to say.. I'm sorry I subjected everyone to this.
I really hope I get my shoes in the mail soon, it'll make me feel better
lates
tchocky
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!~!!~
aaaaaaaaah! I feel totally shit for no reason and i'm SO UPSET AND ANGRY AND I HAVEN'T A CLUE WHY!
STUPID FUCKING PERIOD!
my poor bf was talking to me on msn and I was like
i hate you
and he thought i was joking but I just kept saying
I hate you!!! you're annoying me right now!
even though he wasn't doing anything! I think I just wanted to fuck off and sleep. I called him the next morning to apologize but he just keeps laughing at me for being so weird when I PMS. so we shared a laugh and he made me feel a bit better.
I NEVER USED TO BE SO VOLATILE THOUGH!
I feel like the slightest thing will piss me off. Like today, I daydreamt that I hadn't been able to get through on the phonelines to get Radiohead tix for the summer!!! they usually sell out in 14 mins. and I remember feeling so sad and wanting to cry.
And in class, I felt like I was tripping on acid.. the prof was just so lucid and the screen was like getting so clear with everything surrounding it blurry.. maybe I need new prescriptions for my glasses/contacts. I dunno.. but I feel crazy.... i think i might be drinking a bit too much caffeine lately too//.. I'm eating and I should be bloated but I keep losing weight because of the stress and even my 26s are getting big for me which is NOT good because my prettiest jeans are 27s.
It's weird, I'm not being psycho,.. I think I'm stressed.. I have this feeling of impending doom.. I don't know what it is but when it happens I really suspect that I'll be depressed... I hope no one dies..
ok now I'm being morbid and am scaring myself.
Went to shoppers and A&p with Julia just now and bought lots of soft drinks and chocolate to make me feel better. We also got freshly squeenzed pear juice, just cuz our tastebuds are spoiled like that.
She was wearing her scarf again... 40 bunny tails! that's a lot of rabbits for a scarf. I don't like bunnies though, I think they're like rodents.. except the ones on the Telus Mobility commercials.. OMG THEY ARE CUTE
I have nothing to say.. I'm sorry I subjected everyone to this.
I really hope I get my shoes in the mail soon, it'll make me feel better
lates
tchocky
