Missing the boy
Mood: to go to Belgium
Listening to: elevators and the violent rain outside
I miss the boy! 
The weird thing is everytime I get off the phone with him, I miss him. We usually talk via msn messenger with webcam and microphone but when I talk to him on the phone i miss him that much more. I think via messenger we are often distracted by other things like people in the background and the fact that we can just get up to do other things but when we're on the phone, it's all about the conversation. I'm totally a talker and a rambler if you haven't guessed already. Emmanuel consciously has to keep up with me and i think it drives him up the wall.
He also sounds cuter on the phone.. messenger sucks! He just had his convocation in England at the University of Kent ( he's a smartie) and he's in Belgium right now for a week with his family with no internet. I feel bad because he has to buy calling cards to talk to me
but I really do prefer talking on the phone for some reason, although on webcam I can see him and that's cool too.
To make up for the dates I haven't been going on, I've been going out with my friends. I think he feels upset that he can't go to these places with me but he also definitely wants me to have fun. It's tough, being in long D.
I'm also stressed out because of all the work i have to do. Ibetter get to it then huh?
Talk soon!
tchockyyyyyy
Don\'t you wish sometimes you could fly and visit the person just even for a moment and then fly right back? Wish it worked like that for you two. :(
Hang in there. It\'ll get easier with time.
*hugs*
~ Shel
:) Oh and good for you and your working out!
I hope Steve and Cory are good too
see u soon
tchock