Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon

Jul 12, 2005 at 11:25 o\clock

Changes..

by: ilovetchocky

Lately, I've been feeling so overwhelmed by responsibility and fears about the direction of my future. That sounds so selfish considering all of the things that are happening and worth worrying about. But I can't seem to help myself. I know everyone feels like this at some point in their life but i wish this part of life, I could skip. The 20s are such an uncertain time in our lives ( or that I'm finding with mine anyways). Everything in the past 4 years has been plagued by uncertainty and fear and constant internal battles to try and make things better.

I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone.

tchock

PS.. these stupid sleeping pills don't work! All it gave me was a reason to pop some tylenol headaches.

Comments for this entry:

  1. shellbug773 wrote at Jul 12, 2005 at 16:36 o\clock:I can honestly say I know how you feel. Im 24 and I\'ve often heard myself sayin \"My life feels like its upside down.\" Im in college and I\'m halfway through. It\'s scary to think that after so many years in school, Im going to be graduating and have to work a *real* job, a career even. I don\'t feel certain of myself - but maybe that\'ll come in time. Anyway - I understand what you\'re feeling and Im sure one day it\'ll go away. It sucks though.

    *hugs* Hang in there.

    ~ Shel

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