DEPRESSED
Ok.. I know I am going to Rock en Seine.. but I am SO DEPRESSED at the
thought that Radiohead are going to be in TO a week from now and I am
not going to be where they are. I've even thought about just standing
outside the venue to be near them! OMG I AM SO MESSED UP!
I went online to ebay.. FRONT ROW SEATS... two ppl vying for these tickets.. and my poor broke ass could only watch this fight for the ticket in the final second... they were both so persistent.. and then at the very last second BOOM! this ass named compulsive audio steals it from underneath.. you know though... in the final second, they should have made ONE HUGE bet... going up by increments of 10 bucks while lurkers are watching ready to pounce is a poor strategy... I wonder why nobody thinks of these things.. it happens all the time.... anyways.. I considered emailing compulsive audio and advertising myself to him: desperate female willing to be slave for one of the two tickets you just won... for the two he paid 540 US
sigh... the date is creeping nearer and I'm getting SO SO SAD.... i should be going.. I CAN'T believe I didn't get tickets this year.. it's so uncharacteristic of me.... sigh
Other things in my life are stressing me out.. a professor thinks she'll consider being my supervisor for my thesis but wants me to find a topic THIS SUMMER and do background reading... STRESS.. since I have no idea what topic I want to do.... also, it seems Mani will not be able to come to Canada next year due to monetary reasons... although we weren't together we still held out hope that maybe he'd come and we could build on something. All of that is dashed.. I feel awful... i feel like he wants me to tell him that we'll continue the way we were doing before but i know that I just can't do that anymore. It's sad that something so great has to end on these terms but I suppose it's fate.. it's so weird but I've been noticing things that are happening around me that I think are just too crazy to be coincedences... so I think I'll just accept that this is fate.
OK.. so to make myslef feel better.. i went on ebay and bought all these Radiohead paraphernalia.. as per usual... however, I realized that my bids were more than retail price :s.... STUPID!
I found this magazine I was looking for.. I'll only continue to bid on that.. but the other one I bid on should be shipped to Canada soon for release here so I can get it here directly.. new.. and for cheaper.. I AM SUCH A DUMMY
You know.. I was thinking.. I WISH I WAS FILTHY rich... so I could buy out every asshole on ebay and go to every FREAKING concert on this tour... why wasn't I born rich.. I don't mean just rich.. I mean like rich where I could buy the fricking group? It seems so unfair that airheads like Paris get to be so rich.. all that money and no brains to go to every single Radiohead concert... STUPID COW!
Had a dream awhile ago that Thom yorke was beside me and I couldn't stop shaking...literally like a leaf.. the body is not supposed to be able to shake exactly like a leaf but in my dream, my whole body turned to paper.. wobbly paper.. and he found this amusing and laughed... and I COULDN'T STOP SHAKING! Then he put his hand on my back to steady me but the shaking got more violent and I had to force myself to wake up before I peed in my pants.. in my dream..BUT INFRONT OF THOM YORKE!
Went to my little sister's campus today, she showed me her house ( SO HUGE AND CLEAN) This is no student housing ppl.. they have a freaking guest room and a fireplace... I live in such a shithole second year.. I'm so jealous! But so happy she doesn't have to live with rats... She's so cute! We had fun even though she got nothing done cuz her landlord is an asshole..
We bought a Cinnabon at union station.. it is the most buttery, cinnomy bun you'll ever eat.. with tons of icing.. it melts in ur mouth cuz i'm sure it's like 100% butter.. think of it as the Krispy Kream of cinnamon buns.. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Alright... well.. now that I've got all this depression out of my system, I'm going to go to bed... I have to wake up early tomorrow to outbid someone.
Gnight!
tchocky
I went online to ebay.. FRONT ROW SEATS... two ppl vying for these tickets.. and my poor broke ass could only watch this fight for the ticket in the final second... they were both so persistent.. and then at the very last second BOOM! this ass named compulsive audio steals it from underneath.. you know though... in the final second, they should have made ONE HUGE bet... going up by increments of 10 bucks while lurkers are watching ready to pounce is a poor strategy... I wonder why nobody thinks of these things.. it happens all the time.... anyways.. I considered emailing compulsive audio and advertising myself to him: desperate female willing to be slave for one of the two tickets you just won... for the two he paid 540 US
sigh... the date is creeping nearer and I'm getting SO SO SAD.... i should be going.. I CAN'T believe I didn't get tickets this year.. it's so uncharacteristic of me.... sigh
Other things in my life are stressing me out.. a professor thinks she'll consider being my supervisor for my thesis but wants me to find a topic THIS SUMMER and do background reading... STRESS.. since I have no idea what topic I want to do.... also, it seems Mani will not be able to come to Canada next year due to monetary reasons... although we weren't together we still held out hope that maybe he'd come and we could build on something. All of that is dashed.. I feel awful... i feel like he wants me to tell him that we'll continue the way we were doing before but i know that I just can't do that anymore. It's sad that something so great has to end on these terms but I suppose it's fate.. it's so weird but I've been noticing things that are happening around me that I think are just too crazy to be coincedences... so I think I'll just accept that this is fate.
OK.. so to make myslef feel better.. i went on ebay and bought all these Radiohead paraphernalia.. as per usual... however, I realized that my bids were more than retail price :s.... STUPID!
I found this magazine I was looking for.. I'll only continue to bid on that.. but the other one I bid on should be shipped to Canada soon for release here so I can get it here directly.. new.. and for cheaper.. I AM SUCH A DUMMY
You know.. I was thinking.. I WISH I WAS FILTHY rich... so I could buy out every asshole on ebay and go to every FREAKING concert on this tour... why wasn't I born rich.. I don't mean just rich.. I mean like rich where I could buy the fricking group? It seems so unfair that airheads like Paris get to be so rich.. all that money and no brains to go to every single Radiohead concert... STUPID COW!
Had a dream awhile ago that Thom yorke was beside me and I couldn't stop shaking...literally like a leaf.. the body is not supposed to be able to shake exactly like a leaf but in my dream, my whole body turned to paper.. wobbly paper.. and he found this amusing and laughed... and I COULDN'T STOP SHAKING! Then he put his hand on my back to steady me but the shaking got more violent and I had to force myself to wake up before I peed in my pants.. in my dream..BUT INFRONT OF THOM YORKE!
Went to my little sister's campus today, she showed me her house ( SO HUGE AND CLEAN) This is no student housing ppl.. they have a freaking guest room and a fireplace... I live in such a shithole second year.. I'm so jealous! But so happy she doesn't have to live with rats... She's so cute! We had fun even though she got nothing done cuz her landlord is an asshole..
We bought a Cinnabon at union station.. it is the most buttery, cinnomy bun you'll ever eat.. with tons of icing.. it melts in ur mouth cuz i'm sure it's like 100% butter.. think of it as the Krispy Kream of cinnamon buns.. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Alright... well.. now that I've got all this depression out of my system, I'm going to go to bed... I have to wake up early tomorrow to outbid someone.
Gnight!
tchocky
