I have a really sweet bf :D
I had a bit of a tiff with mani the other day.. he kinda got irrationally upset over a very stupid topic.. I'm so dumb, I should have known that there were much mroe deeper issues.
You'll all think I'm horrible for this next part.. recently I reforged a friendship with my ex who consequently happens to be one of my greatest friends. It's a complicated idea but it's totally platonic. In my attempts to normalize this friendship to Mani, I had inadvertently suggested that this friendship took precedence over my relationship to him.. that is DEFINITELY not what I was trying to drive at all.. i was trying to establlish that his friendship meant as much to me as my other friendship with my other best friends and that it would be unacceptable for him to be against it because it would be for no reason at all. My ex is always considering Mani's feelings. He's a really honourable dude, that one.
So I opted not to talk to Mani until I got an apology.. two days!Then I got a greeting card from him to wish me luck on my exams as if nothning happened at all.. I finally called him and berated him unfairly ( I think I told him he was mentally challenged in relationships.. in worse terms.. when really I am mentally challenged...period), .. i realized how unfair I had been to him after he got a chance to defend his actions and I felt like such a fool.. I hate it when I make him feel like shit. All he does is show me how much he cares about me and I am ungrateful sometimes. I'm glad we cleared the air again, I miss seeing his face. He's so cute. He told me that he missed me a lot and it made him feel so void not talking to me. He said I was always in his head while he was spending time with his siblings and that he felt like he couldn't live without...then he stopped here cuz soemtimes he gets knots in his throat and sometimes he hates giving away that he likes me so much :) hehe.. so I finsihed the sentence for him and I said," MEEEEEEE!" then he let out a little laugh and said, "yes, you"
It's really cute.. he's so puppy like. He was actually a bf his ex-gfs would classify as insensitive.. (i.e.. he waas a self admitted jerk to his exes) I hope they got to see this softer side of him at one point.. otherwise they totally missed out on what a sweetheart they had.
I think I'll go visit him in Belgium this summer before he moves to Canada PERMANENTLY! (is what I'm hoping for anyways.. still waiting for that acceptance letter).. his parents are moving to Casablanca for a couple years and he wants me to come when they go there! YIPPEEEEEE! THAT IS SO AWESOME.. I'll be soaking in the sun at Casablanca baby! Gorgeous gorgeous! He's so lucky! I'd also get to meet his brother's gf on the trip :D
Anyhoo must go now!
Ciao!
tchocky
