Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon

I miss my dad a lot. He's all the way over in Korea at my cousin's wedding.. two of them.. a male cousin on my mom's side and on my dad's side. Then, I miss my lil brother and two beautiful sisters a lot.. especially the little brother.. he's my most precious thing ever. Then I miss my friends in Toronto a lot. Namely Lisa and Dianne. They're friends I definitely know I'll have til the end. And finally I miss Mani so much. Oddly more and more as the days go on. Ithink I really need for him to be in Canada. Which is really selfish because he has aspirations in Belgium that he's dreamed of for a long time. And meanwhile, I bluntly stated to him that I'd never compromise my aspirations to be with him.. and I am selfishly wishing he'd come here... I mean, I would never be able to live with myself if he came here because I was putting the pressure on him because I don't want to find him resenting me later on. But you know, it's really tough to be away from someone you've gotten quite used to having around and like being around so much.

Like family and friends... it's so weird the sentimentality and the attachments I develop to friends, family and objects. I think I'm so weird.
Anyhoo, since I'm missing everyone else anyways,

I miss you too :)
tchocky

calming down from the bouts of PMS, enlarged earlobe syndrome and lack of chocolates