Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon

Oct 16, 2005 at 17:46 o\clock

motivation

I'm lacking motivation to do anything... no wait.. I have lots of motivation and many reasons to do something.. i think I need some sort of inspiration.

Problem is I don't know what would inspire me. My professor told us that the problem with procrastinating is that we sit there and wait to be inspired. When really, we're not going to be anytime soon so the only thing to do is juts SIT and not do anything until we are so bored with ourselves we get something down on paper .. That sounds like genius, only I'm not as old as he is and when he had to deal with this there was so internet to distract him at the desk... thanks a lot prof.. FOR NOTHING!

I have to study for my upcoming stats and bchm midterms.. you know I did a lot of thinking and I'm constantly thinking about big goals and big accomplishments and end products, end results but in doing so I tihnk I'm not paying attention to the little steps that seem insignificant but in the end just sort of morph into thta one big goal. So I've decided to block all thoughts of the future in my head and concentrate on the task at hand that will eventually get me there... which is this damn stats assignments.. ffs!

Alright... nothing else new today except i'm going to watch Elizabethtown tonight with a friend. I can't stand Orlando cheesemo Bloom but i love love love Kirsten Dunst. Can't wait!

Hope ur all having a better time than me.. oh wait.. you are! because u don't have to do stats!

tchocky

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