Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon

Also - what are you in school for? Do you have much schooling left? Do you plan to move when you graduate to be with Mani or is he going to move to be with you? Just some questions I was wondering about as I was reading this.

I'm studying science in school, I have a year of this and then hopefully I'll get accepted into a med school or continue with grad school. I don't plan on moving and if Mani doesn't move to be with me then I guess it won't work out between us. Things are up in the air. I don't really know what is going to happen tht far into the future. Mani might really like what he does in Belgium in which case I would never ask him to come here for me.  I have my own ambitions I have to follow and won't compromise that although I adore him to bits. So far, we're really happy that we have each other and I suppose we'll deal with those issues when time comes.

yes and while I'm at it, long D sucks! :(:(:(:(
Shell, I wish you lived in Canada so that I could ask for a hug :(

goodnight
tchock
in-school-forever

Ok.. i'm going to have to put the banner up when I have more time cuz i think it's going to take me many hours... i'll just get mani to coach me next time we talk.

Thanks for the peptalk shell.. ur right.. i have to balance my time
I have so much to do still! argh!
Ok brief entry

1) miss mani, family, friends
1) struggling with managing time
3) so many things due, so little time left
4) need money

will speak more of tough time and give u all headaches later
luv
tchock

going-mental