Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon

Sep 9, 2005 at 13:11 o\clock

argh

So I'm a student right? and I have this desk clerking job for the residences at my school and the place is crawling with underaged, prepubescent, drunk off one cooler bottle 17 year olds with no ID and no place to go anyways. Not only that, but I have a midnight shift. I always sleep during these shifts, I absolutely cannot stay up. It's so brutal!

Mani and I watched 10 episodes back to back of the Family Guy to try and keep us awake but even THAT didn't work!

Ok... so I just added up allllll my bills and I spent 668 bucks on clothes and shoes this week. THAT SUCKS! holy crap... it's like I just unleashed myself. Ok... no more shopping until.... until for a very long time!!! omg.. it's like I'm my out of control sister or something.. i'm usually not that bad. This is what happens when you finally cave and accept money from you're desperate mom with unremitting mom syndrome after you've been making money on your own for a few months. argh. I'm so disappointed with myself.

Jackie, ( or was it shell?) I will definitely take a pic of my new shoes when I get home and post it for you to see :D It looks better on even though I have boat-sized feet.

I think somewhere along the line my growth got stunted... 5"7 is definitely not tall enough for my big ass feet and my spidery long fingers. Damn.

I guess I'm just rambling. My poor Mani is sleeping on the couches at Vic Hall. I have so many things to do today after I'm done this shift that it's mind boggling.

You know, I have really high hopes for this year. I know this sounds so cheesy, but I feel like I'm finally understanding the meaning of busting your ass and being responsible for what happens to you. In other words, I hope I'm mature this year. :P It took me awhile to get it you see. I only hope God sees it that way too.

WEll, clearly I'm incoherent and not in my right head.... I am in desperate need of sleep... midnight to morning shifts should be illegal.

tchock

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