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ok I'M REALLY SORRY AGAIN!
I'VE NEVER BEEN SO STRESSED OUT IN MY LIFE! Mani is still here! He's leaving in a few days so I'm really getting bummed..ok wait, truthfully it hasn't it me yet but it will so I thought I'd give you the update beforehand so you'd know how i WOULD feel...
so........
how've you all been? I'm sure you're all great, I have to catch up on all your lives too. This summer, I wrote the dreaded MCATs which is why I had to leave for a bit. I rocked the science parts ( i hope I did, I feel that I did) but VERBAL WHICH IS F***ING G***DAMN READING COMPREHENSION WAS SO HARD?!?!?!?!? WHY!?!?!? IT SHOULD BE EASY!!!!!!!!!
it don't matter, I don't want to discuss it. My mom treated me to a whole tub of frozen yogurt after so i'm happy :)
Mom's are the best aren't they? My littlest sister moved into her condo/res suite style this past Sunday.. she's the last girl to go. I'm sorry I couldn't have seen her leave. My other sister who is only a year and a half younger got to go.. she's got this tough persona, this exterior as a very catty girl, fasionista socialite you know the type? she BAWLED and hugged my baby sister and she was like, " i can't leave her here!" .... very surreal... but also devastatingly entertaining dawling.
Apparently she's already a hit and many boys are already asking about her... grrrr... i'm going to pay her a visit and give some boys the eye.... you know, I've also seriously considered installing a system that will apply mild electric shocks to the unwelcome foes whenever they approach her door.. whaddya think? it worked on rats, it should work on the wolves as well.
Anyways, so I'm talking to my mom right? and I'm telling her how homesick I was first year and how I cried and suddenly she started BAWLING !!!! i was so shocked... i kept saying, " mom.. i'm sorry.. don't cry.. she's going to be ok..." and mani was beside me shaking his head in disapproval like, " how can you make your mother cry !?"
it was awful.... i feel so bad.. but you know i thought about it from my mom's perspective and I think it's a really big betrayal! You sacrifice and live for your offspring and one day they pack up and venture into the unknown not even looking back! ( she mentioned erica was so excited she didn't look back.. i think it hurt my mom)
Man, when I have kids I'm going to whip their asses good.. they better appreciate! :P
Today, I bought the sexiest stilettoes I've seen in a REALLY long time!!! i'm soooo excited :D They were onsale for half from 145 ... so 72.50.. i know that's not much of a deal but they are so delicious.. I couldn't walk away. SO TODAY I'M HAVING A FANTASTIC DAY!!!
Although at one store I tried on these capris and I couldn't squish my ass into it! I tried to squish each ass cheek individually into it but that tactic didn't work either! To my dismay, the pants didn't fit but it's ok. I still fit into most of my other jeans at home. i just gotta lie on the bed and suck in my tummy for two of them.
Alright! So I gotta get going but I wanted to say i'm really sorry for not keepign you guys updated ( for those of you who follow me and my very own personal lurker who still opts to remain anonymous)
Talk soon1
Tchock got-some-junk-in-the-trunk
edit: ok I feel so foolish rambling on about my shoes... I'm praying for Hurricane Katrina victims... it's truly a devastating event and I hope everyone down in the southern states will recover soon :(
