Claytonian Winter. . . .

Sep 5, 2005 at 02:43 o\clock

My Grandmother

They say my Grandmother is dying

But I just don't see it

She looks sick, sicker than I've ever seen her

But nothing changes.

 

The home called my dad and my uncle

And said to come now

Your mother won't last the night

That was three days ago.

 

I don't know a world without her in it

For half a century of my life

She has lived here in it

Almost a century for her.

 

I hate the passing of time

I hate that people grow older and die

I hate that everything changes

And I hate myself for not being able to

       Just accept these things.

 

Dear Grandmother, I remember you when we both were much younger.