Grizza's Muses

Mood: Excited, slightly nervous, really happy
Listening to: TV

I created this blog so i could have a place to vent anger, or get rid of thoughts going round in my brain. So yeah, if you get offended by anything I write in here, well, stiff cookies, I am not going to apologise. I am not going to censor my writing to pander to anyone's feeling, as then it would be of no therapeutical benefit for me, which is the whole reason I am doing this.

So yeah. This weekend is going to be a lot of fun, I can feel it. Dad and Raema are going down to Wellington for Erin's birthday, so Graham and I are going to be alone here, looking after the house and cats. It'll be like we are playing house for a few days, it'll be awesome.

They leave Friday at roughly midday, but Graham is coming over tonight as well. I want to have a special dinner on Friday night. Try and make it romantic. Graham and I have never had a romantic, quiet dinner just the two of us, so it will be really special and awesome.

I think I will pull the coffee table out, and get cushions on the floor, so we will eat at that table while sitting on the floor, japanese style, as the dining room table we have is far too big, and the dining room is not in the least bit romantic.

I will get a nice tablecloth to put out, and some candles, and if I have any money, i might just go up to the flower shop round the corner, and get some roses or something to put in a little vase on the table too.

If I have enough candles, I can turn the main overhead light out too, and it'll be awesome. I'll get some nice music playing in the background. Maybe my Celine Dion CD??

I'm really looking forward to it.

Then we could drag some pillows and my duvet into the lounge, and snuggle up, and talk, and make love, and be together, and make it a really special night.

Well, it IS Graham's birthday, so i'd like to do something special  We have his mum, and his brother and sister coming over Saturday night for a BBQ dinner / celebration, and most of Sunday will be taken up too, as his sister is bringing over his nephew, and we will probably see his Dad, so Friday night will be the one night we can be together, and not worry about anything else.

Admittedly, I am not sure how I will be trying to pull this all off, with having my 3 cats, and the other 2 cats or Raemas here under our feet, and i'll really have to block them out for us to make love in the lounge, but I'm sure once I get in the mood, and get caught up in the evening, they will not worry me at all.

Oh I am soo looking forward to Friday!  I can't wait!

However to get ready for it, I still have a few things that need doing today. I need to tidy my room a bit more, fold all the clean washing, change the sheets and duvet cover on my bed, wrap his birthday presents etc.

I thought I would have fun with his birthday presents. I have 4 seperate objects to give him, 3 from me, and one from Dad, Raema, and I. So I thought as we have 4 nights together over this weekend (Thursday night thru to Sunday night), I would give him one present each night? Plus he can have my body each night too, as many times as I can last for him!

Well, I better go and get these things sorted out, so everything will be perfect.