Farai's day to day

Mood: ok

Ever had a friend who you once liked and ended up getting physical with and because of that everything got messed up?

 This friend of mine knew a girl from primary school, he kinda liked her back then but she didnt really notice him so he didnt do anything about it. About six years later he stumbles into her and they get chatting and stuff, so now my boy thinks that this is his chance to make that step he could'nt when he was a kid. He asks her out to his Prom and she accepts(he even told his mom about her and for him thats big), they go out once or twice but he's too scared to make a move and after her patiance wore off another guy made a move and went out with her so now he had no choice but to be her friend.

Time went by and they genuinely became good friends. They went their seperate to different Universities but still keeping intouch and then one day she came back from university and they linked up and thats when they started getting physical (Well I mean he was excited cause he always wanted her). He says they didnt go as far as having sex  but he really wanted to but the opportunity just didnt present itself. So now im sure your thinking so their finaly hooked up whats the problem? Well they sperate once again and on doing so things start to get a lil tricky cause now there is no clear cut defination on what the relationship is. My friend being the dumbass that he is, once again does not tell her how he truelly feels about  her untill its too late. Now the girl thinks she was used and he spends all his time trieng to convince her otherwise untill she just stops speaking to him.

You see the situation,. whats your take on the matter.

Monday evening and all I can think of is why i have'nt touched a single book today. I slept during my lectures today and now i feel guilty about it cause i missed out on the Work.

Hey i just thought of something. Im gonna teach you how to speak SHONA. Its my native African language from Zimbabwe. Here goes,

Mangwanani- Good morning

Masikati- Good afternoon

Manheru- Good evening

Ndinonzi Michael- My name is Michael

Ndinogara KuUK- i Live in the Uk.

Thats all for today's lesson, will continue next week.

 

 

Mood: cheery

Well today thus far has bin a pretty normal day, considering i was at my lectures and nothing out of the ordinary happened. Dont you sometimes ever wonder wheather anything spontanious will happen, so that at least you have something cool to talk about? Like one time at my high school in Zimbabwe, Africa. The war veterans came to invade us because we had a farm on our school (this was during the land siezures).

It was a normal day in about july 2000, we woke up at 5:45, had breakfast in the dining hall at 6:30 and started classes at 8:00 all as per normal. Then during my geography class i heard loud cheers coming from the main gate. The gate was about 500m away from my class room, so you can imagine how loud this really was. The noise got louder and louder as they approached the second entrance to the school, by now we had all rushed out the classrooms in a panic striken frenzy. Myself and a couple of other guys went to the gate to see the action. There were about 150 peasent farmers with pitch forks and axes demanding to be given the farm on our school. One of the white guys in my class started shouting obscenities at the veterans and threw a bottle at them (this was one of many farm invasions our province had gone through and the white comminunity was getting fed up). The bottle missed and made a loud smash on the tar, this caused the war veterans to get even more rowdy and now they wanted to break down the gate. One of our teachers fired two shots into the air to control the situation. We (the students) were rushed off by the prefects after the second shot because things were getting hectic. I remember whilst running to my hostel hearing people screaming, others shouting in excitement, others singing liberation struggle songs and just all round chaos.

In just 20min a quiet farm shcool turned into "Sowteto Uprisng"(a South African Youth Revolution), with no control over the possible outcomes. Thats the spontinaity im talking about. I've had quite a few if I may add and would love to go on about more but i have a management lecture in 15min. Till my next log in. Ciao ciao

Mood: ok
Listening to: r-kelly

I was asking myself a few days ago why we live the way we do and as to whether we really are independent of our own ideals and so as a result really act according to our own impositions?
I pose this question to every person who considers themselves an individual. For instance,does society not dictate your taste in what you describe as "your" acquired taste in a commodity? If not then what does? Can you trully say you control your own existance and are not influenced by an outer force? Im not trieng to give some kind of conspirecy theory or anything like that, i just wanted to point out a simple fact that we are what we are because we are acustomed to be it and by natural slection we have become social beings who thrive on affiliation.
To fully fathur my hypothesis on our dependence on an entity of whatever kind (i dont want to chategorise anyone), you must first look at what your belief is. According to my findings Human beings are designed to serve, to serve a higher power (even self is entity u may serve). Others call this power, God, money,sex,evil and many other things. Ultimately you are serving a power greater than you (even self). We are described as Human Beings and not human doings, meaning that you are in an existance of present action, sorry im going off topic now.
I challenge you the reader with this question, if you are an individual in existance (human being), what greater power do you serve and if so what is your purpose in that realm of being?