http://www.blogigo.co.uk/family_funeral That's the world from my perspective - with a free weblog from blogigo. en atom_ant atom_ant Sun, 14 May 2006 21:57:39 +0200 daily 1 she got up and looked at him with a get out face. he smiled and left the room . she walked to her closet and took her favorite clothes out. putting them on she made a painfull face as she saw some of her scars. when she was ready she walked out her door and greeted mark by waving at him . slowely they walked to the dining room  where there was one place free the others were all eating and chatting . rikku sat down at her table and lifted a spoon and showed it to mark with an asking face. "they werent glad with youre last out burst so untill youre more relaxed yo uhave to eat with a spoon instead of a knife . seh sighed and smeared her bread with the spoon she put choclate sprinkles on it and ate it agresivly. "atta girl mark said  as he walked over to the table he was sitting. rikku looked around  for solaya the girl she spent hours with and the girl whom she loved . she couldnt find her so she just continued her breakfast as she still was thinking about the letter... Sun, 14 May 2006 21:57:39 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/family_funeral/2/3/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/family_funeral/2/3/ Rikku was a nice goirl to look at , long blond hair light bleuish eyes, nice thin and trained body. She was looking straight out of the window of her room, the letter in her hand fell down to the floor. A tear ran down her face. She sat down on the bed  and lied her head down . The tears felt warm as they kept running down her face . She did not wanted to cry , As she  was on her bed her eyes got heavy and eventualy she fell asleep. In her dream she was 12 again , her mother walked up and grabbed her hair firmly. "come rikku its time whe get that voice out its still hidding in side you. She bended ricco over her knee  and took a ruler from the table, lifted rikkus skirt and let it land hard on her  bottom. Rikku made  a screaming face . she was born mute and as a girl something her dad loathed  and her mother loathed her for being mute. the reverant at the church told her that the voice was hiding inside rikku her throat and hat to be spanked... Mon, 17 Apr 2006 20:49:32 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/family_funeral/1/2/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/family_funeral/1/2/ evry thing i write here is  fictional  nothing has happend for real or is  changed  so much that it is not representing real events. if this story apeals to you or in other way  unlock some memorys or old pains this was not my intention   enjoy Mon, 17 Apr 2006 20:33:18 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/family_funeral/disclaimer/1/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/family_funeral/disclaimer/1/