family funeral

she got up and looked at him with a get out face.

he smiled and left the room . she walked to her closet and took her favorite clothes out. putting them on she made a painfull face as she saw some of her scars.

when she was ready she walked out her door and greeted mark by waving at him .

slowely they walked to the dining room  where there was one place free the others were all eating and chatting . rikku sat down at her table and lifted a spoon and showed it to mark with an asking face.

"they werent glad with youre last out burst so untill youre more relaxed yo uhave to eat with a spoon instead of a knife .

seh sighed and smeared her bread with the spoon she put choclate sprinkles on it and ate it agresivly.

"atta girl mark said  as he walked over to the table he was sitting.

rikku looked around  for solaya the girl she spent hours with and the girl whom she loved .

she couldnt find her so she just continued her breakfast as she still was thinking about the letter she got.

Rikku was a nice goirl to look at , long blond hair light bleuish eyes, nice thin and trained body.

She was looking straight out of the window of her room, the letter in her hand fell down to the floor.

A tear ran down her face.

She sat down on the bed  and lied her head down . The tears felt warm as they kept running down her face .

She did not wanted to cry , As she  was on her bed her eyes got heavy and eventualy she fell asleep.

In her dream she was 12 again , her mother walked up and grabbed her hair firmly.

"come rikku its time whe get that voice out its still hidding in side you.

She bended ricco over her knee  and took a ruler from the table, lifted rikkus skirt and let it land hard on her  bottom.

Rikku made  a screaming face . she was born mute and as a girl something her dad loathed  and her mother loathed her for being mute.

the reverant at the church told her that the voice was hiding inside rikku her throat and hat to be spanked out.

so ever since she was 4 her mother would do that evry day.

she would begin with 4 ruler hits on her bottom followed by  5 belt lashes on her back.

She woke up and looked into the always friendly face of mark.

He smiled at her ÿou had a nightmare rikku"

she knodded as she sat straight up.

He looked at her  and said"come on sleepy head its breakfast time the others are  already in the dining room.

 

 

 

(please comment on the story as it progresses)

evry thing i write here is  fictional  nothing has happend for real or is  changed  so much that it is not representing real events.

if this story apeals to you or in other way  unlock some memorys or old pains this was not my intention

 

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