If it's not fun, why do it?

Jun 8, 2005 at 08:16 o\clock

The Road Not Taken

The Road Not Taken 
                                                                         by Robert Frost


Two Roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!


Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.


I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Jun 7, 2005 at 08:29 o\clock

To my...

당신과 시작할때 난 이미 알고 있었어요. 순탄치 않을 것이라는것을.
그래도 5년동안 그 누구도 깊이 좋아하려 하지 않고,
그래도 5년동안 그 누구도 깊이 만나보려 하지 않았음에도 불구하고,
내가 당신을 만난것은, 당신은 나에게 특별했으니까요.
물론 우리가 만난기간은 그리 오래는 아니였어요. 하지만 그 기간이 사랑의 정도를 판별하는 것은 어리석은 짓이에요.
처음으로 결혼이라는 일생에서 제일 중요한 선택을 해보았고,
처음으로 굳은 결심을 했었어요. 정말 열심히 사랑해보자.
하지만 지금, 우리는 남이 되었어요. 철없던 제가 사랑 하나만 보고 달려왔던 것이였죠.
결혼이라는게 소꿉장난으로 생각한건 아니였지만, 혼자만으로 할 수 있는것이 아니였다라는 것을 느꼈죠.
저는 할 수 있을꺼라고 생각했었어요. 하지만 그게 아니였다라는것을 느꼈어요.
그렇게 나는 어른이 되어가나봐요. 사회가 정해놓은 틀안에 점점 익숙해져 가는건가봐요.
그렇게 힘들어 할 줄 몰랐어요. 그리고 그렇게 힘든 줄 몰랐어요.
당신은 내가 지금 힘든게 뭔지 알아요?
내가 어떤 마음가짐을 가져도 결국은 내가 원치 않는 길로 접어든다는게 힘들어요.
그리고 당신도 힘들어하고 있다는 사실이 날 더 힘들게 만들어요.
여기서 미국인 친구들에게 내얘길 해주며 위로받으려 했지만, 오히려 그 친구들은 이해를 하지 못했어요.
왜 헤어지는지 모르겠데요. 저도 솔직히 모르겠어요. 하지만 그냥 누군가에게 끌려가듯이 그 길을 걷고 있네요.
이제는 아무런 힘이 없어요. 버텨낼 힘이 남아있지 않아요.
그리고 내가 원치 않는 길을 걸으면서도 난 지금 그 길에서 더 좋은길을 찾아내려 애쓰고 있어요.
참 한심스럽죠? 다시 돌아가면 될것을. 하지만 지금은 그 길을 걷는게 나을꺼라는 생각이 점점 커지네요.
그게 당신을 위해서, 그리고 나를 위해서.
그렇게 나는 어른이 되어가나봐요.

Jun 7, 2005 at 04:11 o\clock

I'm OK.

I'm OK. I'm OK. I'm OK. I'm OK. I'm OK...
I told myself "I'm really OK" everyday, everytime. But, I'm NOT OK.
I want her to meet, I want her to see, I want her to say.
But, I can't go there, I can't see her, I can't say to her.
I can't endure. But, I know that I must do it.

Do u remember our for the first time? Sometimes, I smiled when I thought about it.
I am really afraid that I forget you long time later.
That's ok, that's ok. You will meet nice guy, then I will forget you.
I think that the love is empty. Do I love someone again?

Jun 6, 2005 at 08:20 o\clock

06062005

It's 2am. I have a test about grammar tomorrow.
I really sleep because I couldn't sleep these day.
And, I confused that is grammar. FUCK!
I really hate preposition. Can u help me? plz~

Jun 6, 2005 at 05:00 o\clock

The information postcard of DCM

FRONT                                                                                      BACK

COLOR

About DCM -
DCM Co. (DCM Model Company), which was founded in 2003, boasts its high position as the nation's best training and operating institute of professional models, introducing the systematic system of fashion tasks.
It is established as the nation's best Model Institute which trains up professional fashion models with things like selection and education of models including Planning team which is wholly responsible for Fashion Total Event and Management team which is responsible for the Model Casting as in the collections, the new brand launchings, and the competitive exhibitions including the advertisements such as CF, Magazine, and Catalog.
In addition, it is a professional Model Management which also is actively promoting the business for advancing abroad through the established overseas network, cooperating with the internationally well-known agencies such as Ford (in New York), Fun, Satoru(in Japan), and Calcarrie's(in Hong Kong) www.dcmmodel.com


I designed when I was university student. And I showed CEO my postcard.

 

ADOBE IILUSTRATOR 10  /        ⓒGRIPHIN 2004   Director ERIC   

Jun 6, 2005 at 04:17 o\clock

05062005

I decide to use english all day.
When I tell someone speak in english, and when I write a character
because of improve my english.
From today, I decide that I keep a diary.
I know that my english is so bad. You laughed when you saw my diary.
However, I must do it because I must succeed.
I hope that you fix if my sentence is an error.
If so, I will speak or write in english very well sooner or later.

Jun 5, 2005 at 23:25 o\clock

Today is...

Someone gaves to me something that is power.
Who is someone? Is he Jesus? Josh Groban? Beksinski? I dunno.
Anyway now, I will make myself!

Jun 5, 2005 at 19:38 o\clock

0025/7075

Zdzisław Beksiński

1970 - 1975 Collection - Limited Editions
Drawing No. 0025/7075
Archival Paper
Size of Paper: appr. 27" x 35" (68cm x 88cm)
Signed in pencil by Z. Beksinski. Certificate of Authenticity included.

 

Jun 5, 2005 at 19:32 o\clock

About Zdzislaw Beksinski

BIOGRAPHY
(by Piotr Dmochowski)


True to the image of his work, Beksinski is a secluded man.
He does not appear in public, and does not exhibit his paintings.
When museums of collectors exhibit them his does not show up.
He works on his paintings twelve hours a day
against a background of classical music.
They are always painted on hardboard, signed on the back, and they bear no titles.

He was born on February 24th 1929 in Sanok, a small town near the
south-east border of Poland. His father was a surveyor,
his grandfather a building contractor, and his great-grandfather Mathieu,
an insurgent of 1863, was the founder of a wagon factory.
Under the German Occupation Beksinski continued his
studies at a secondary level, first in a school of commerce,
then in a clandestine highschool.
in 1947, after the liberation, he entered the Faculty of Architecture in the
Mines and Steelworks Academy in Cracow under pressure from his father.
In 1951 he married Miss Sophie Stankiewicz,
and in 1952 he obtained his degree in architecture.
Due to the obligation of work which was at that time imposed on young graduates,
he started working in a State building enterprise
where he supervised the building lots.

Although he had been drawing since his early childhood, he applied
himself to it seriously in 1953. He also concentrated on
painting, photography and sculpture, and thus prepared his way
out of a profession which he disliked.

In 1958 his only child, Thomas, was born.

In the same year his first exhibition of plastic works, and
especially abstract relief, was held in Poznan. At that time
he was still a member of the Union of Polish Artist-
Photographers and he took part in numerous exhibitions of
photography in Poland and abroad.

In 1960 he abandoned photography and in his plastic works broke
away from the avant-garde. This break was felt by some as an
actor treason, since his early creation had aroused much hope
among the partisans of abstract art. But is was also this step
towards fantasy expressionism, noted during the exhibition of
1972 organized by Mr. and Mrs. Bogucki in the "Contemporary"
gallery in Warsaw, that was to make him known to a wider
public. The polemic aroused by his painting reached its climax
in 1975 when after a poll organised by art critics he was
declared "the best painter in the thirty years of the People's
Republic of Poland" thanks to the votes of certain
participants who gave him almost all their points, while
others refused to give him even one...

In 1977 he left Sanok and moved to Warsaw only to isolate himself
from the world even more radically because of the
inconvenience arising from the celebrity he now had in his
home town. When he moved into the Polish capital he hoped to
mingle in the anonymous crowds of a big metropolis. Despite
the curiousity he arouses, he refuses to take part in any
manifestations and accepts neither awards nor medals. He has
practically ceased to exhibit, receives only one or two
journalists a year, when he grants them an interview which
does not touch upon current events.

A charismatic personality and a man with a profound spirit,
Beksinski has never left Poland, doesn't speak any foreign
language and has never been a member of any ideological group;
he hates and despises politics.

by Piotr Dmochowski

Jun 5, 2005 at 18:32 o\clock

0023/7075

Zdzisław Beksiński

1970 - 1975 Collection - Limited Editions
Drawing No. 0023/7075
Archival Paper
Size of Paper: appr. 27" x 35" (68cm x 88cm)
Signed in pencil by Z. Beksinski. Certificate of Authenticity included.

Jun 5, 2005 at 09:41 o\clock

To my...

Is it better to think of it as a fate? Im not sure but i must do it because we never get married.Im so sad.
I can't breath. I really miss you. I hate this situation.
Sometimes, I think that "can we get married?" because, my parent said, we want you to see when they will go back Korea next year.
But i can't say to you because you must get married until next year.
you know, I can't get married until next year.
So, I must leave from you. Finally, I want you to remember that I loved you for the first time.
Also, I really want you to meet nice guy is better than me.
P.S - I regrettabled about your action. Just little bit. But, I can't it.
Of corse, I tried to hard smiled, smiled, and smiled again. But now.. I can't anymore... Im really sorry. really...

Jun 5, 2005 at 09:17 o\clock

0011/7075

Zdzisław Beksiński

1970 - 1975 Collection - Limited Editions
Drawing No. 0011/7075
Archival Paper
Size of Paper: appr. 27" x 35" (68cm x 88cm)
Signed in pencil by Z. Beksinski. Certificate of Authenticity included.

Jun 5, 2005 at 06:06 o\clock

Drawings

 Kent paper 150 x 120 / Pencil / Scan                                  Kent paper 150 x 170 / Pencil / Scan

 ⓒGRIPHIN 2000     Drawing by ERIC

Jun 5, 2005 at 02:13 o\clock

My desk

I am a Designer.
I will grow best Designer in the world.
So, I came US that is my stage.

Jun 4, 2005 at 18:03 o\clock

The double-faced

The double-faced (2004)

 

US President George W. Bush is having a nice time with kids
and hold an election speech with an kindly image for the re-election.
At the same time in New York polices were arresting citizens demonstrating against Bush and the war. (NewYork Times)

COREL PAINTER 8 / ACRYLIC / A3 / ⓒGRIPHIN 2004    DRAWING BY ERIC

Jun 4, 2005 at 08:43 o\clock

Is Love / Maya Angelou 作

Is Love / Maya Angelou 作

 

NIKON D100 / SIGMA 28-70 / ADOBE PHOTOSHOP 7.0, ILLUSTRATOR 10
APR 12 2005  In Carbondale IL (SIUC)

ⓒGRIPHIN 2005    Director ERIC

Jun 4, 2005 at 07:27 o\clock

What do u think about my photograghy?

 

Welcome to my workroom!

Hello- I'm eric of course english name and Im from south Korea.
Anyway, thank you for visit my blog I want you to make a request for something.
I hope that you have just enjoyment if you saw my photo in my blog.
Because, I'm not professional photographer.
Of course, I love photography but, it is just my hobby.
Thanks and have a good day.

Name                   Seok-in Jang (ERIC)
Birth                     AUG 20 1980
Live                      Carbondale IL US
Now                     Southern Illinois University of Carbondale
Before                  Hoseo University of Arts / Visual Design
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MSN (E-mail)         eyeroll70@hotmail.com
Homepage            www.cyworld.com/griphin