My Soul/Mein Seelchen

It was a really hard weekend, and I’m glad to have still two days holidays till school will start. These were my last autumn holidays for my life, except when I have to redo this year, but I don’t know if I really would…
By the way for explain this, I’m going to do my “Abitur”, this is the A-level in british schools, and at the moment it is really difficult and I don’t really know if I could manage it.
In the school subject English we are supposed to read Mary Shelley’s “Frankenstein”, and it is… awful! I’m glad that my exam is only oral, and I don’t have to write about this stuff five hours.
What disturbs me most is that I’m only able to smatter, and to talk about facile things. I don’t really can express my thoughts in English.
So I don’t know if it’s actually worth to have a bog only with the stuff of my daily happenings… would anybody care?

Hi everybody,
I'm from germany, and I love to read the blogs here in the english language but its far to difficult for me to write on english and to translate oll my entrys from mein original site I tryed to let it translate fom Google, but the result is realy miserable, but in a way its amusing because there are so many thinks like german sayings and expressions which are impossible to translate, and it's funny what google does with them.
So, everybody who is capable to read german is hearty welcome (I don't know if I can say so...) on my page Mein Seelchen.
Here a little sample for the google translation (my last entry from yesterday night)

"Can't sleep, in thoughts I lead the whole time any disputes, with teachers (before all my driving teacher), schoolmates, relativs etc..
My fantasy  is plentifully equipped, so that the conception of such a discussion me rises up in such a way so I  can no longer lie  or sit quietly.
Actually to fall asleep or by bordom like in the bus, while wolkin or bicycling invented stories are realy good, but they may not be to exciting to fall asleep.
It is unbelievable what possibilities the fantasy saves, sure many stories repeats themselves, and the motives mostly the same,  however they are each time a bit different and there are constandly new thinks ... to what extent the fantasy probably go could if one all these things times already not experienced or, is it would through someone/somewhat have seen simple repeating in other pure sequence? Is it so exciting only because saemmtliche fragments in different possibilities is built up again and again, and applies the fantasy only so unausschoepflich because the plausibility all these many fragments again together added again and again is unerfassbar large?
Amusingly, if one seizes this "fantastic" term fantasy so essentially (anyhow in my beschrenkten possibility for it) is somehow the "charm" away, the supernatural and guided ausserhalbt.... I cannot already again not into words seize which me there moved.

Me such thoughts come meisst only during noting, it are rare so that I the full Blogeintrag in the head have, clearly already give it again and again a kind stand, but how often I have that already again completely again constructed and added floors.
In addition a straight mad saying from my ai-calendar of William James (1842-1910) fits American Psyschologe and philosopher: "many humans think, them would already think, if they arrange only their prejudices again."
I am since the conception weekend for the foreign year in a certain phase the fact that I constantly new "Fehler", prejudices, ways of acting and what itself what discovers at me those me proper frightens, before all because I do not away-get white like I this" Ticks "again or could prevent her further to develop....
Still such an incomprehensible topic (for me anyhow) I will once leave it thereby.
I attempt it now still once, after which I rumgeloest now a little at one Sudoku raetzel and should I made the eyes before the flicker crate tired for me nevertheless finally to sleep be able."