your best to start from the very beginning.
this diary wont make sense if you don't
i started it on the 4th of June and there are about 5 entries for that day.
Being home is not all it's cracked up to be, i miss (p) in particular because he is the one who made me confront the issues i was facing. I think i have a rough road ahead of me for a while unfortuantely, but i will get on top of things and put the past in the past. It"s just difficult at the moment that's all. But writing about it has been kind of therapeutic, i need to let go of it and move on and this has helped.
i miss being in japan. I LOVED having my independence and not having to deal with the family problems, but i need to face them at some stage i guess, which is what (p) tried to get me to do.
I like writing and have been doing heaps of that lately, am even planning on getting the aikido/kendo article i was doing while over there for (d and e) up and running. FINALLY. I have talked about it for months, but gotten too side tracked by things.
The aikido/kendo will be another blogg. So will my story of (p).
