wednesday
am considering going into business for myself......i have a package coming to me about setting up a business from work. the idea is stemming from my selling greeting cards and stuff at markets.....i am going to make a website. might even include a newsletter as well with bits and pieces i will write. but it will primarily be for the prieviewing of greeting cards and stuff and to place orders......there is probably a lot for me to consider first and i need to get myself a computer which i am going to do within the next month hopefully. i know i have written about this before, but i am starting to finally get pieces for the idea together. Probably my first market trip is a couple of months away. YAY. I have been printing stuff off on various formats of paper and some of it has come up pretty good. need the computer though to do the greeting cards.....I just want something to let out the creative juices that's all and it would be good to make some money from it as well.
I have decided there is not a lot i can do about the family situation. It is a shame and i really wish things were different, but i will not keep putting myself though being hurt by mum. She is making herself very clear and telling me basically she is not interested in being part of my life and does not want me to be part of hers. At least that is how i feel by the behaviour and treatment anyway. Perhaps one day it will change. That isn't going to happen anytime soon though. I just wish i had a little bit more support behind me than (k and l).
