tuesday
it's a shocker of a night outside. I could swear a branch is going to fall from a tree or something. Glad i am inside a nice warm house.
mum is still giving me the shits, but i guess i will have to get used to it. She seems to need to undertstand everything. I am not 3 years old for fuck sake.
talking about weather or not i scrunch bloody toilet paper and stuff. for christ sake. she doesn't have to know everything right down to how i take a crap.
work is work. Nothing new today. I am not talking because i am sick of being misinterpreted.
man that wind is bad. The doors are kind of creaking and banging a little from it.....that's not good. but it is an old, albeit refurbished house.
i just wish mum would give me some breathing space, that's all. It only adds to my stress for fuck sake.
I am not in the mood. It is human to want to be left alone without constant harping.
Work today was slow.......i was bored out of my brain. There is too much to take in. I am scared i am never going to remember it all.......oh well. You know, it's funny. Everyone in Japan except for (E) seems to have forgotten me. Part of me still wishes i was over there. I still should be......technically. I am still pretty angry about that stuf and it is hard not to think about it.....ARGGGGGHHHH.
Here's to better times ne.
