Rambling

tomorrow is my cousins wedding. have checked how to get to the venues by public transport.  not had contact from mum about getting there, not that i would have accepted a lift if she had offered. It is going to be strange to see her. I know she iwll act 'normal' and pretend i am imagining things and 'in my own little world' where it's 'all in my head' crap. I will be civil but that is it. I am not going to go out of my way.  She is annoyed i got invited and my brother didn't.  I just can't be around her. I don't know how to talk to her. She blocks everything i say and always seems to interpret it completely the wrong way.

(T's) daughter (j) came over last night to get her bicycle back. The baby is due this week. may even come tomorrow. how would that be. Exciting for her. Got to feel it kicking last night as well and the baby has moved into position so it must be any moment practically.

Had lunch with dad yesterday as well which was ok. saw the movie 'walk the line' which is about Johnny Cash. was interesting.

(L)'s boy (m) that she met in Antarctica is coming over in april which should be interesting.....am a little envious in a way. i can understand why she is swept up in it all. it is romantic and the romantic in me hopes things work out.