Rambling

three days off to myself. it is lunch time now and i am just lazing around. tired from the week and working nights non stop. will head to the gym in about an hour. As for the next two days, not sure yet. i am considering going to Canada at the end of the year.....may be too expensive though. wonder if i will ever get to do it. perhaps after the UK so that is a couple of years off......we will see. All i know is i have wanted to go since i was 16. that is 11 years now. A less expensiveoption - perhaps a road trip around OZ at the end of the year is in order. I may hire a car and take off. Haven't driven in a while and perhaps i can go and visit the family in Batemans Bay and see Canberra. Haven't been to Canberra in years and it would be cool to see the AIS. I am only thinking of this because I a=have to take 2 weeks annual leave at some time within the next few months. I dont want to just sit around my apartment for ages doing nothing. A road trip is not something I have really done before. Perhaps a tour may be of more interest though. people my age....i dunno. I need to get a social circle happening. I will be lonely when (L) leaves otherwise. I keep planning to go to kickboxing class at the gym. I always seem to have to work when the classes are on though which is frustrating. WIll get a schedule when i go today. I have (k's) ballroom dancing concert on Saturday which I am looking forward to. May have already mentioned that. I really need to take up a hobby or a volunteer thing or just something that puts me around some new people to meet. I think I can handle it again now. Junior Pro Media is getting some nice comments too. People seem to like it. I wish I had my keyboard to play some music. I am hopeless at the guitar and just havent had the urge to practice or the patience. Maybe it reminds me of Joel too much. Not a lot else to write at the moment. Work seems ok, i feel ok just a little lonely.