re visiting the past.
sitting here in a bloody cafe at 11pm because i dont want to go to bed yet .....that is really sad hey. have just been invited to a volunteer reunion on tuesady which i am unsure if i should attend. (d) will be there and some of the other volunteers i havent actually seen since i left for japan. Could be cool though to see (r and l) again and (m) i dunno. Would be a little nervous if (d) was there considering we fell out pretty majorly.......anyways...might be good for me to face up to my past and maybe even re establish contact with some of them......perhaps if they are actually intrested that is, which i would doubt. I am sick of feeling worthless to people though. I will be good social value one day it is just so hard when i keep getting everthing thrown back in my face.......argh.....anyways. Who knows. The other thing is i happened to buy a bloody washing machine and i have no where to install it......will have to try and upgrade my tv......woops, oh well can trade it in for something else. I am sure it will be fine.
