Rambling

realised today that it is a year or so since J died rock climbing. (13th of April or something like that). That time has flown quickly. I was making my way down to Calgary the evening I found out.... Cried myself to sleep" will never know why. He was horrible to me. I never would have wanted him to die like that though, it is quite tragic despite the problems I had with him and the stuff that happened. Am attempting to watch TV tonight. Get channel 10 on the big TV, the picture is not great but it will pass. I was getting tired of my DVD collection. The TV in the bedroom is better so at least when my bed comes this weekend I will be able to go and sit on the bed and watch some if they dont bloody get the aerial fixed. I will need to keep on at them I guess which is annoying. Not like I have anything better to do. Was good at work today, one of the TL's actually said they were happy to have me back, so things can't be all bad. I probably just got ambitious too soon under the circumstances and there may be something more suitable come up....