doctors
not much to add yet here, will write about the drs apointment later.
it was good to talk. I kind of miss the doctor i saw in tokyo though, he was easier to talk to about it because i guess he was a male. The doctor today simply said 'no more sex talk'. She wants to get to the bottom of the bigger picture i guess......But mum is shouting me a holiday which should be good to get away from things. so hopefully next time i write it is on a brighter note. Time for a new weblog diary perhaps.
Sorry if this one is a little confusing, but my other diaries are on a ship somewhere still coming home and i needed to get it out of me. It is surprising how much more detail i remember now. I was even writing things down after they happened. I am angry but moving past this is probably for the best. It was quite obvious the company didn't like the fact i was visiting my support network, the fact that so many people knew - indicating JUST how upset i WAS gettting and nothing was being done, and the fact that i had something over three people pretty high up in management (the email). The fact they were covering up things after i resigned made that pretty obvious. What happened were real events i didnt imagine what those two did and to isolate me and then make it the running joke once i resigned just made me sick. Why would someone put themselves through it again. Anyway, onto bigger brighter things.
