confused.
had an email from mum saying that (t) was in hospital. Wrote back. i would have gotten a phone call if he hadn't been.....she still hasn't had the guts to talk to me about the house.
I have very serious conversations with my friends......according to my shrink. Maybe there are just some things i dont have anything to add, especially when the topic is sex.
I need to focus at work though more importantly because i have made a few sill mistrakes from being distracted and it is startying to mount up...which doesn't look good when i get a review.....This month especially has been crap. failed calls,2 crn transfers, forgetting to log out, forgetting to go to lunch.....i reset a password for a beneficiary when i shouldn't have and I have one linkage error. I really need to lift my game.....because i at least wont to stay the year. Can't see me staying any more than that though. On the other hand my stats do seem to be improving.....which is a good thing, so there is a mix of good and bad there. Take it a day at a time.
(K) has invited me speed dating with her in feb which could be cool. Am a little nervous though because the point is to meet men, we wont be mingling together the whole night. This is probably not going to be easy for me....
But anyways......not a lot else to add at this stage.
