boxing
my brother is going to the boxing with a friend instead. he didn't even bother to wait for a response from me.
i really don't understand this anymore. i am fed up with things being so difficult. he hasn't seen my place. invites me somewhere and then bloody goes with someone else - he emails me to ask me and probably called his friend to invite him. what i am also upset about is that part of this i mum bloody lying to him about me. i just want my family to be happy. i miss them, the longer this silent crap continues the more hurt i am. Neither of us made any effort to talk to each other much though at my cousins wedding. They left before the bride.
god, my wedding when and if the day comes, is certainly going to be interesting.....
i will get with things i guess. part of me isn't interested in seeing my brothers new place. why should i when he hasn't come to see mine. that is awful though, but i don't see the point. he isn't interested in spending time with me.
