Rambling

dont have a lot else to say. i have decided i am not assertive enough. A friend who had the rudeness to call mea freak for being tired and not wanting to party is now pissed i didnt ask her to go to Boy from Oz with me. For fuck sake. She can be an obnoxious brat sometimes and I honestly think she is a bit of an alcoholic. She polished off a bottle and a half of wine on her own. Don't get me wrong, i like a drink as well, but that when no one else is really drinking is just nuts. Last few nights we have been out together she has chucked at some stage (usually the morning after). And i get sick of her whingeing about being fat when she isn't. At the same time while these things infuriate me, she can be nice and does actually include me in a lot of her things so that is probably why she was miffed about Boy from Oz. But I didn't ask ANYONE to that, which is partly me being used to being alone. Not sure i really ever want to re read some of this diary ever again either............might be too painful. I think i actually had feelings for that bloody prick. I still think about it. About him. Maybe it was just the attention I enjoyed despite knowing it wasnt very nice. I dunno. On a brighter note, i saw March of The Penguins today. The chicks are soooooooo cute. It is a documentary about the life of Penguins. Interestingly enough the parents brave the winter and take it in turns looking after egg, chick and going back and forth to get food. It is quite an effort. Did other boring things like the gorcery shopping although surprisingly enough I always end up forgetting something. This time it was pasta sauce. Picked up my dry cleaning as well. Spent the morning making enquiries about applying for everything i need to get my site up and running, There is just so much information it gets overwhelming and i found it difficult to tell what was and wasn't relevant. Might take a bit longer than a couple of weeks, but fingers crossed it will happen ne.