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Had a heads up today that the performance review is coming. My team leader told me not to get too disappointed so i am guessing it is not all great. i did have a rough patch and my stats got left logged in overnight which blew me out. i have failed some calls and made a few mistakes as you know.......it probably is not all bad but she said how i go between now and april will determine if i get a pay rise so it is probably borderline ok. i dunno and it is not worth getting too upset over. if i need help or something then i need it. i was majorly stressed about other stuff which thankfully is not cluttering my focus at the moment and my stats are improving quite a lot. She even said she has noticed an improvement so....we will see. Hope it isn't too shattering. I will find out soon enough though......i am at least meeting the kras now even if i wasnt for a while before, and i did ok in retail so fingers crossed it isn't a disaster. I am actually not to panicky just want it to be ok. comments telling me not to get disheartened though is not very encouraging. still, cross that bridge when it happens. i know i have made pretty sill fuck ups which were unfortunately quite big. yet my admin sill for the securemail had been upgraded, i am taking wholesale calls, so must be relatively ok. wouldnt get that if there was a BIG problem.
