Rambling

going to Queensland with (L). No news as to whether or not (t) is ok. Fuck i am fed up with this stuff. I have no idea why i am treated like an outcast, yet i seem to cause offence by my mere existence and that is just ridiculous. Mum has not bothered to pick up a phone (then again i haven't either....but for fuck sake if someone is sick then her sending an email to notify is weird you would expect a phone call if it was serious). Why do i feel like i am being dis-owned. 

Anyways,  am glad to be going to QLD. will be great. Haven't been there in years so to see movie world and sea world again will be cool. Nice to go with someone....and share the experience. I am not going to worry and agonise. Just relax and have fun and get myself on track....

Anyways better get going, am on a break at work now. Hopefully my entries get a little cheerier from now on. I am actually thinking of writing a book.