Rambling

we won a team thing at work for our stats and got a JB Hifi gift voucher. The Princess Bride is one of the dvds i got with the money/voucher. I am watching it now, hence the title for this entry. It is a classic movie. total chick flick but i love it. Cary Elwes is sexy as. I also got In Her Shoes (a newie) and Marvins Room with Diane Keaton and Meryl Streep. Other than that, the Ballroom dancing concert was fun last night. I didnt end up going out afterwards surprise surprise, but it was a great night. I would like to take it up, regular classes would be an issue though.....and along with my gym membership.....it would be a great way to meet some new people though. I have a 2.30 shift tomorrow so i can sleep in thankfully. YAY. need it. Up at 5am yesterday, home to bed at 1am and work today until 7.30pm so a little tired, the rest will be good. Not a lot else going on in my life. (L's) going away party is next weekend, that will be sad, but i am happy for her. It is an exciting experience. I have decided I should stop reading (j's) blog. It just upsets me that those two bitches completely left me out. I thought they were my friends (ka) at the very least and considering they call eachother for birthdays and have visited each other a few times and can't actually be bothered replying when i last suggested catching up, i need to listen to the message - fuck off. It may hurt, but they apparently didn't like me and that is something i will have to accept i suppose and move on. Stop upsetting myself by reading it. Maybe they got sick of me whingeing about work at the time, but i needed support that is what friends are supposed to do. i clearly made a mistake in judgement. How do i put my comments to my shrink into practice, well i did last night. (K) was on at me to go out, i knew i was not going to last and i would be shit for my shift the next day. The old me would have caved, worrying she wouldn't like me if i said no. This time I stood my ground and said no. A real friend would accept that and she did. I am equal not an inferior useless piece of nothing. If various people in my past didn't accept me then i should not have continued trying for something they weren't interested in. Anyways, enough for now. Princess Bride is getting good, they are about to go into the Forrest.......