Rambling

Have been battling with a internet connection issue the last few days. Ended up being WIndows Defender interfering with AVG progam by the looks of it cos I am having better luck now....

Getting over a cold as well. Wish I had had a few days off work, cos yesterday was a struggle as I was working the job alone. It was busy and I got confused by a couple of things. 

My brother actually seems abit happier lately. He invited me to the footy with him and dad. I am not going, but it was nice to be asked. I know my last entry was not a happy one. Perhaps I should just try not let things get to me. It's normal for families to have their own lives. This family just isn't close. I need to stop wishing for it to change cos it isn't going to. 

We had a couple of people leave work this week. A farwell last night but I didn't go cos I wasn't feeling good at all. Oddly I feel ok today.....Still going to take it easy this weekend though.

Some of you may remember the TV show 90210....well it's back and apparently from what I read in a magazine, Dylan and Kelly have a kid.....When you look back it really was a ridiculously tortured show. Brandon Dylan and Kelly    Dylan Brenda and Kelly.....  It's all about Kelly. I actually preferred Dylan and Brenda and stopped watching once "Valerie" started on the show, it just got so crap.