Ok,
Ok, I think I like one of the teachers I am volunteering with....not sure if it's just the idea of him or wanting to move on from O and get him off my brain...but I can tell he has been checking me out. He said he is single the other day to some of the guy students....he's going to BC for the weekend with some of his guy friends....
I am so shy around him though and nervous. I don't want to blow it by acting weird around him simply because I am shy and excited that someone seems to from what I can detect - fins me attractive. Neither of us have a lot of opportunity to suss the other out though cos he is working when I see him and I have to leave the class early, which makes it difficult. And does not give him any opportunity to ask me out even if he wanted to. But I guess he would have made up some kind of excuse or something.....if he did like me. It's only been flirty glances so far, not much more than that. I am not sure whether to go for it or if that is the wrong thing to do and will scare him off. I don't like the whole awkward stage and usually only get comfortable when guys are taken and not single. Maybe he wants a sure sign from me before he goes for it as well. I am hoping I didn't take too long and stuff things up or scare him off by being lame and quiet like I normally do simply becuase I am nervous......
He may also not want the whole class knowing.....it's a class of about 20 and not a lot of opportunity for alone time. Would I be right in thinking he would make up some sort of excuse if he did like me?
I guess it can't hurt to make a fool of myself. I already did by thinking a Chesterfield was a horse (it's a Canadian term for a couch/sofa). I was so embarrassed.
