Rambling

Well, have just got a back a little while ago from MOntreal. Christmas was lovely, they were so nice to me and really seemed to enjoy having me stay and just nice, friendly people. I go pyjamas and a hoody as a present from them which was nice as well. They seemed to like having someone to fuss over now that most of their own kids have left home being in their 20s. 

I had a bit of a cry about the job at the hostel, but it really isn't worth it. If I hadn't have quit I would be more miserable and they would not have bothered asking me how the trip was, it would be back to ignoring me and leaving me to clean and shut up and not be part of anything else. So for the best. Just scared about my finances. I need to go back and get my pay cheque sometime this week....

I don't like where I am staying now as much as the rooms of the hostel, but what am I gunna do. It wont be for long. Me resigning really did throw a spanner in the works. But I just don't think it was worth it when it was making me unhappy. They had NO reason or provocation to be nasty to me from the get go so it seems to just be something they do for shits and giggles.