Rambling

YAY.  Just got offered a job with ANZ this morning, never realy considered banking before, but this seems like a very good professional opportunity. Call Centre for now, but i can move around eventually and it's a good grounding for gaining product knowledge about the company if i wanted to stay long term (ie; 5 years). It should lead to other things hopefully, so yay.

I intend to stay at this one for a while, or at least hope to. The incentives and stuff sound pretty good, so it's a fairly decent role and it will be good to have some money coming in again after almost running myself dry. 

Had my doctors appointment today and she was happy for me too. I have actually found it very helpful and kinda wish i could keep going, but she only wants to see me either monthly or as i need, but yeah.  So a pretty good day, which is nice.

WOOHOO. Now hopefully i will have 'normal' things to agonise over instead.  YAY. I shouldn't think like that i know, but......i just want things to be peaceful and stress free for a while and pleasant.

Thank god for finding something. Finally......don't really feel like i made much effort, but you know it gets hard with everyone wanting you to find something quickly, it takes time.

Had a bit of a talk again with mum, about the whole dad and (f) thing. I love my family and feel bad for taking it out on her, but  the cycle needs to stop somehow, and i think i figured out what it is, so......hopefully things improve, because i have a future, if i can get things on track and i want it to be HAPPY.