Rambling

Since I don't think it's appropriate or me to add anything to (J's ) facebook page, but I would like to share a memory of him that is not a negative one about him asking me for sex etc. One of the first things I remember is him playing this song on the guitar after playing Risk my first few weeks back in Japan.....nevermind the fact that half an hour later he and (T) were asking to grope me and (J) asking me for sex and if he was going to get to kiss me ever, and then to either chose between a crutch grope/finger fuck or to punch him on the way back downtown and went through my handbag. Me yelling at them to stop, and actually punching a guy for the first time in my life. I will never really forget....I was actually really frightened and they found it hillarious...which just made it more scary. 

 

He performed it beautifully and you can tell he absoultely loved his music and playing guitar. He seemed really in his element...

At the time, that is what struck me.

So here are some of the lyrics.

 

The Pusher.

Snow Flakes rolling over my car, goose bumbing weather

If I'm hungry at 4.30 in the morning.

Pink dot will deliver

And I'm oh so tired of you pushing that thorny crown

Down onto my head so hard.

My knees are two inches in the ground.

And I said God Damn. God Dman that Bible Pushin' Man

 

You know I smoked a lot of grass and I've popped a lot of pills.

But I've never done nothing that my spirit couldn't kill.

And I walk around with these tombstones in my eyes.

But I know the pusher don't care, if you live or if you die.

 

And I said God Damn. God Damn that Bible pushin' man.

God Damn. God Damn. God Damn. God Damn. God Damn.

 

Just thought I would share that.