I am too quiet....
yeah i am starting to realise on my own that this is a big part of my problem, that and i don't exactly have similar experiences to tell people. I dont exactly want to blurt out oh this and this and this and....happened, it's TOO full on and people will thinik i am even stranger than i even am. But i realised something today - i was acting a little weird. I have had so much going on that my concentration has been spread REALLY thin. I am even having trouble in training concentrating because i am constantly worring about fitting in socially. It is an added stress having to start over from SCRATCH again and AGAIN and Again....
Apart from that, things seem to be going ok. The people seem fairly nice. I am getting a lift from one of the other people there to and from work which has been nice.
Am supposed to go to a play tomorrow night, so will have to tell mum. Still feel a little on tenterhooks with her at the moment....but i guess she is just missing (t) her partner or i should say defacto husband.
But anyways.....Things will blow over eventually I guess.
No more writing for now. Will do a decent entry on the weekend when i have a chance for some privacy from a million questions about what i am doing.
