Good to call home.
Well, I rang dad tonight and apparently my brother has a girlfriend. I have know this for a while, but first time she's been called the g word. I am happy for him, she sounds nice and looks nice from the picture I have seen....
But part of me thinks - I feel like a freak cos I haven't had a boyfriend before. I would say by now he has slept with this one too. At 31 it's about time, but then again I can't talk. I am shy with the opposite sex too when push comes to shove and cannot usually handle more than being friends.
I rang my friend T at home and she encouraged me to make a move on this guy I am volunteering with......interesting. She said just talk to him and you will be in, you're hot.....ummmmm and reminded me her brother liked me.....I said I would keep her posted....Cos I can tell he has been checking me out, but I hope I haven't blown it by being shy so far......Need to find an opportunity to talk to him.....
Other than that, it was good to talk to T. Really good to hear a familiar voice. I even talked to A at work about guys a little today and I didn't feel pressured to make up stuff. I was just blunt and said i am shy and get nervous and told her about O in Lake Louise as well and we agreed, best to keep away from that one.
