Rambling

Had a pretty fun day today. Was off the phones at work, we have lots of new people starting. I finished work today at 3.30 so have an afternoon free. Applied for some volunteering. All in all a pretty good day.

I have been thinking that perhaps i need to accpet that others are never necessarily going to understand my experiences....never going to know how awful (J and T) ended up making me feel and how how totally humiliated and stuffed up I feel. Nor are they going to understand the frustrating complexity of my family and how irritating I find certain hypocrisys. It is too hurtful that much I know.

Enough, more later.