Rambling

Mum is in hopsital, so have been visiting her. Had a job interview this morning and my doctors appointment. So been a little busy.

mum is ok, she was in a lot of pain and was pretty nervous about the operation. We went in with her and have visited her a few times. She comes home tomorrow. The operation went pretty well.

was up at dads on the weekend before mum went in to hopsital and also the pair of us went to visit my brother. dad's bitch of a wife was not even going to open the door when i rang the doorbell and then started in on the email mum sent to dad. They had gotten it up their noses that she was after money again, which she never did. I have been telling them this and am furious that this crap spoiled my weekend away with dad. I give up trying to get through to him. he needs to stand up for his kids at some stage. The week shit. I know he's my dad and thats why i can say it, he is spineless.

The interview went ok. I was a little nervous, but it was good to get some practice and to help get past things. I don't know if me trying to move on still is upsetting mum. What does she expect me to be doing, moping around??? I am glad she is ok. She was in pain last night and pretty groggy from the pain killers.

I have joined a book club and my holiday is at the end of next week - a little nervous but excited at the same time. Anyways...enough for now. My doctors appointment helped.  I think she wants to keep seeing me for a bit though, just not as regularly.