Rambling

 

I always wonder if guys like shy girls. Sorry, my blog might be sounding a little guy obsessed at the moment. I can't help it maybe it's a delayed release of hormonal stuff that is supposed to happen when you are in your early 20s or late teens......I partly feel like I have wasted so much of that period of my life being shy...and all the stuff going on with mum and dad and my brother......and now its at the embarrasing end of my 20s.... how do i tell the guy I am a virgin without him thinking I am a freak if it happens. I definitely would like to meet someone nice, I just have trouble viewing men as not having a motive......sexually.

Aside from that, haven't done a lot this weekend. I have a full on week which whilst when I am at work it doesn't seem, like much, it is tiring by the time I get home cook etc and get ready for bed and now I am volunteering and I just applied for a second job today to try get me some play money. Not that I will have a lot of free time, but it will be nice to be able to relax the penny scrimping a little. I rang the place where I was working in Lake Louise the other night and talked to one of the girls. It was good to catch up. Made me miss being there a little. But I am in part, glad I am away from the pick up vibe that was around while I was there. She said to stop off on my way back from the wedding or on the way up.....could be good. We will see what happens.

Not a lot of other news. Still finishing off the book I am reading. I think I will go to the movies or the Museum next weekend.....will see how much I get paid and if I got my raise that was meant to come last time.

  so until the next entry, be good.