Calgary
Have just arrived in Calgary and it is twice as cold as it is in Vancouver. I made a hike out to the shops to get some thermals and the shop assistant and I had a laugh at me being cold and wanting them.
I spent ages writing in my notebook diary about (J's death). Imagining what happened - did he scream, did he die alone... All the feelings from the harrassment came back though, and had me wondering why I should be morning and crying about someone who didnt apologise and only made more fun of me for being upset at the way I was treated by him and (T) and basically going out of his way to hurt me, humiliate, embarrass me and pick on me.
Emailed (K) because it seemed like the right thing to do. I really wanted someone to talk to about it and it was hard being all alone on the bus with this going through my head. Thank goodness for my ipod.
Enough for now.
