Relaxing
Nice to have some free time although, a shame I am not doing much with it. I have seen most of the decent site seeing stuff. Might go up to the Tower for dinner one night before I leave to see the night time lights from up high. Could be cool. Am really just counting down til I go. And am also now worrying how I am going to afford going to the UK. Should manage though with my Tax Return. JUST. Which then leaves the question of what I will do when I go home. Where I am going to stay etc. I will need to VERY quickly find a job and then look for somewhere to stay. MIght have to go back to Melbourne and hope I can stay with (T) for a little bit......If I have a job lined up and she lets me stay while I find my own place then that would be OK. If I need to find a job first then I will prob want to do the hostel thing which I am going to hate. Might mean going back to ANZ...could do worse. Don't necessarily want to go back to IB though.....
I am young and should do these things while I can. It may hurt a little financially for a bit, but perhaps it is worth it. ANother thing. I keep thinking about (I) from the language centre where I am volunteering. Miss him. Perhaps I just miss the attention...I need to stop doing that and then maybe I will stop drawing the players if I stone wall the flirting if it is blatant that they are players instead of simply ignoring it. I dunno.
