Still thinking about J....!
Not much finer way to say it. These last couple of nights have been thinking about what happened with T and J in Japan - it's now 2 years ago that that shit happened. I wonder over and over how and why I put up with it and let myself be picked on like it simply cos I thought they would eventually respect me if I put up with it for long enough and not wanting to make waves. And then it comes back to the fact that I was telling people the sort of shit they were doing and no one helped me. Maybe it is always going to stay with me....
On a different note, we had dinner for (K's) birthday and took her to a restaurant - ended up being a very interesting night cos one of the TLs came and things have kind of come to a head for (C - who is in the bad books very much so after sending a nasty email). We got to meet the man (K) has started seeing and he was a really nice guy. Seems to care about her a lot and treats her nicely which is great. I think maybe she is not used to it and he is probably making a few mistakes out of keenness, but he seems to mean well and be genuine.
As for me, work is work. I am getting to the stage where I am glad to be moving on cos some of the pettyness is a bit much and my care factor is not high anymore. I will miss the people, but it's time to move on. It's not going to be forever, and I hope to go to the UK as well, but once I am back in Aus it will be to settle and thats when I will also think of getting a car.
Think I said this in my last message but I am thinking of setting up a scholarship for girls with Turners....just an idea which will be a while off (a year or 2)
The Grammys are on - Mary J Blige just won a Grammy, love her work. More later.
